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Well in case you didn't hear we are MARRIED! haha. our wedding day was fabulous and we had so much fun. it was one of the best days of my life. Our temple ceremony was gorgeous and BARBADOS was so great! Thank you to Cindy and Dennis for that trip. it was exactly what we needed. Thanks to all of my mom's family to for all their help prepping for the big day and everyones help that day. it was so much fun. I don't miss the stress though! haha. Now we are back to work and school and realizing we want another vacation. we miss it! but we love being married and living together. he is the best hubby ever! :)

Pray for sunshine!

last night was horrible. I woke up in a crying fit because I had a dream trent called off the whole wedding. it was horrible and to make it worse I couldn't wake up! but when I called him at 5:30 AM he then told me he loved me and wanted to marry me. haha so we are good, wedding is still on. but I was so sad. still kinda carried into my day. oh well. 

I have a huge test today and can't find my book so there for no studying. I am so tired and for no reason. I am getting good sleep. I am pretty ready to be on my way to barbados but I know that when I have my wedding day i'll feel so opposite i'll wish I could have that OVER AND OVER again. 

I  am so excited to see all my girlfriends and trents friends and our WONDERFUL families outside the temple doors on Friday morning. it will be breathtaking.

thought it'd be good for me to spill my emotions are heart before the day. things have DEFINETLY been tough at times with this process but overall so amazing. I LOVE My invitations, and everything for my wedding seems to be perfect. I was so lucky and my mom made my dress and its SPECTACULAR literally breathtaking. I am so happy and so amazed at the work she does with no pattern or anything. I am still so speechless in how lucky I am for trent to be marrying me. I mean me out of ALL OF the people he picked me. I am so lucky. I mean I did kinda pick him with me finding him on facebook and all. but I am so glad I did! the best thing that has ever happened to me. I am so priveleged and honored to be his wife. I know I know this is a big sob story! haha but I am so greatful. and now I get to go through the temple with the man of my dreams! life doesn't get better.

Next time you hear from me i'll probably have returned from barbados, had my wedding, and be the HAPPIEST WOMAN EVER MRS LOWE. :) look forward to it! i will be posting my bridals soon after. such a great thing!

GO WEDDING! pray for sunshine EVERYONE please. i really need it. and ps if i hadn't told my friends i am sorry we exit at about 11 from the temple so come down and enjoy it if you'd like! if not hope to see you at my reception! :)

WEDDING WEEK!

I have 4 days. I am so excited. i just can't believe its almost here! oh my heck. here we go!

AHHHH! 7 DAYS and COUNTING!

woke up this morning and realized its ONE WEEK til my wedding. I only have 19 more hours of work, then lots of appointments to attempt to be beautiful for Trenton on our wedding day. then i'm OFF TO BARBADOS to enjoy a wonderful relaxing vacation with JUST the man. I am so excited. This is the best time in my life. and to think its all almost here! :)